1st November.....

(do i have to celebrate it???do i??with my unhappy mood?)

okeh..mebi tajuk aku sama with someone's blog today... tp...jalan cerita x sama okeh!

aku teringat pasal 1st November 2010....

dah setahun oi aku kerja!!!! nape bos x naik kan gaji?????????????????????

ok...this is about '1ST' story...

1st step aku masuk company ni....

(Syukur after 1 year tanam anggur smpi jadi kismis...dpt kerja ngn mudah...)

1st time keje as a admin Executip

(saje nk sedap kan ayat...yela..aku sorg je keje time tuh..)

1st time wat kerje bersungguh2....

(bos suh aku wat design pamplet...skali...aku cm kretip gak rupenye...hahahaha..xsangka! seriusly! bos puji cantik...LOL! oh yeah. Involve in ISO pon menarik gak..pengalaman yg bgs!)

1st time blaja account which i hate the most!!!

(skng aku jaga admin n account! aku paling x suke figures! i hate math! tp aku dapat A dlm math...time SPM n PMR jela..time U..mmg malapetaka sume result...LOL! since skolah...aku pon

kene jadi bendahari! weyyyyyyy aku xske pegang duit!!!)

1st time jaga duit cash byk!

( bos ni x faham2..aku sgt lembab pasal duit2...nk kasi balance, kalkulator wajib ade!!!!!!!!!!!)

1st time kerje ngn company korea..korg ingt best ker?merana mak tau....

(OMG! aku x sangka sebenarnya..bak kata ausy dlm blog dia... mebi Allah dah tetapkan...perangai dorg plak ya AMPUN!!!! dr segi punctuality..dorg mmg AAAA!!! mmg kerja cm nk mati r org korea2 ni...org tipikal Malaysian cm aku ni..awal2 susah nk adapt! dr aspek lain..mmg la bagus...tp AKU ORANG MALAYSIA!!!! aku suke cuti byk2!!!! hahaha..tp org korea dorg x ske cuti! bg dorg..cuti tuh..cm nnt income x masuk..motip? kau kaya gile kot!)

skng ni... dah setahun 1 bulan aku kerja...u know wat...ape yg aku rase skng...

aku dah x happy kerja sini... ='(

(cmni muka aku bangun tiap2 pagi..unhappy face without kedutan terserlah! hahaha)

• aku x tau kenapa... mungkinkah aku sorg je pmpn kat sini?
• pasal bergaduh ngn dak2 laki haritu?
• pasal gaji bos x naik2 lg... kalau dia naik sikit je gaji..adakah aku perlu chow???nk kerja mana semua??
• makan sorg2 kat ofis...dont have someone to talk to....
• chairman cm x appreciate kitorg...
• asyik push2 kerja...x wat..kene tengking...aku bg idea..dorg x nak dengar....
• okeh..ini sume berlegar2 dlm kepala aku skng... ni mmg negative site in my brain!!!!!!!!!!!! 70% negative okeh~~~yg extra tuh..campur2... haha

so....wat i need the most is.... someone will say some encouraging words to me!!! that will make me move on or working in a good, happy mood...cheerful n full of enthusiasm!

sbb down gile dah weh keje sini!!!!!!!!!!!!! moral down! dah la 5 hari je cuti!

so...anyone?? miss ausy!! need your word of wisdom!!!!!! i need it really bad! hhahaha

via : xde mood x tahap gaban! bangun pagi2...x ceria cm dulu.....~~